So four years ago I made a post from the heart to all 3 people that keep tabs on an obscure beat maker on a now obscure, but much loved website. It was a scream out into the void as my confusing code of leave-no-digital footprint endured during the tweens. I’ve not been on any social media or involved with any local artists in a long time.

I started making beats again and producing a metricfuckton of beats for a friends’ use but in parallel began producing music that drifted from what I consider hip-hop or even rappable. As if I care about the current state of hip-hop, I'm not about to gatekeep or proclaim to be some kind of 'purist', little too old to care about labels or cred, only interested in being authentic to myself. I was going through some serious personal moments in life during the production of these tracks that I wont get into to keep this short(ish). It felt great to shake the rust off and produce selfishly for myself and only myself. Working on tracks became a new meditation and it is so liberating to just work on tracks for the sole purpose of working on tracks.

Circling a bit back to my point I wanted to originally make - GSG is somewhat limited to a person from a decade and a half ago but is still important to the story. I've initiated a new name for the art I am expressing in this moment and anyone reading that wishes to follow can find me under the name Riposte (https://linktr.ee/riposte).

That all said, I still plan on honoring my NG ties here with uploading some tracks as a kind of epilogue (for the time at least, because nevers are useless in this timeline).

Peace, Respect, and so much thanks to all NG peoples.

-GSG

My first official release is up on bandcamp as a free/pay whatever. Check it out if you want to see what I have been up to musically. Its more electronic - less hiphop, but whatever to genre anyway. https://r1poste.bandcamp.com/album/right

Not sure if this wall of text will even be read by anyone but that actually doesn't really matter or bother me.

Aesop Rock has always been an influence on the art I make and I assume that anyone else that grew up with the resurgence of alternative hip-hop in the early to mid 00's can relate.

'Rings' hits hard right now - at times I wonder if Aes has a scope into my mind and has been secretly trailing me over the last 20 years but then I remind myself that most of us feel these totally normal things and only notice when the connection occurs - usually though our art. I've recently been reconnected to my beatmaking past in a strange way that prompted me to write this. I was looking for a word that describes the exact opposite of 'serendipitous' and couldn't really find one. I'll settle on happenstance.

A month ago, my wife gave birth to our first child. Us both being fans of music we constantly have something playing around the baby and she seems to enjoy music playing more than silence. One afternoon my wife asked me for a suggestion to put on and I recommended a 'DJ Krush' mix on YouTube.

Literally the first track that played was one of my own tracks but uploaded under a different name and title. The track 'Floatship' that I uploaded to Newgrounds in June 2010 was re-uploaded by some dude in October 2010 under the name 'Ronin - King Instrumental' and amassed 2.5 million views. My Newgrounds post has 3,169 listens as of this exact moment. My takedown request was fortunately honored a few days ago by YouTube but there is still a sickening feeling about 2.5 million listens to a song you produced that was stolen by some unknown audio poacher that now has his name associated with it the obscure corners of the internet. In addition that this flew under the radar for a fucking decade and was only discovered by chance when I was looking for a newborn nap playlist.

I realized that the sickening feeling was not so much that someone stole the track to pass off as their own (which still sucks and I know is not the first time that anyone has ever stolen a beat), but the realization that I walked away from producing work that I loved to work on. It turns out that work was accepted as 'good' albeit under someone elses name. I let my insecurity constantly belittle into thinking that I was mediocre and should focus my energy elsewhere. Ignoring that any skillset takes years to improve and the improvement curve becomes more gradual as we refine.

Maybe having a child and wanting to encourage them to not walk away from something that they love and enjoy is really what was driving all of this.

It was never about any kind of notoriety or fame, I have 71 Newgrounds fans that know me under a pseudonym taken from a Sega Genesis game from my childhood.

I'm grateful that anyone outside of my local hiphop scene from back in the day ever gave my work a listen and critique. Hell, I'm grateful if anyone powered through this venting post that is more for myself than anything.

I suppose the only option it to start making music again...